“My First Freak-Out, Cassie — And I Was So Covered in Baby Oil I Was Practically Glistening!”

While recounting her first experience with what she called a “freak-off,” Cassie testified that she was under the influence of drugs, alcohol, and heavily covered in baby oil.

She explained that Diddy introduced the concept of voyeurism during their first year together. At 22 years old, she agreed to participate in her first freak-off, saying she did it to please him.

Cassie said a male escort was hired to perform and have sex with her during the encounter, which took place at one of Diddy’s Los Angeles mansions.

Before the event, she said she had taken ecstasy and drank alcohol. She wore a masquerade mask, believing Diddy had suggested they disguise themselves.

In a federal indictment filed against Diddy the previous year, these “freak-off” events were described as highly staged sexual performances that he organized, directed, watched, and often recorded.

Cassie recalled that her first freak-off included at least two sessions, and one ended when the escort climaxed.

She told the jury she felt dirty and confused afterward, though she noticed Diddy was pleased. She also shared that she felt unable to refuse, not wanting to upset him after he had opened up about his desires.

Over time, Cassie said the freak-offs became more frequent, occurring weekly for several years. She stated that her last participation was around 2017 or 2018. During these encounters, she regularly used ecstasy, Molly, and cocaine, and often didn’t sleep at all.

She testified that the sheer number of freak-offs made them hard to recall. She wished they would stop and felt ashamed but had no one to confide in.

Cassie said she tried to bring up her discomfort with Diddy, but she did so cautiously, fearing his reaction.

She claimed that the freak-offs took place in multiple locations, including Diddy’s homes in Los Angeles, Miami, and New York, her own residences, hotels, and even cities like Atlanta and Ibiza.

According to Cassie, items like Astroglide, condoms, and Johnson’s Baby Oil were staples during these events. She recalled that Diddy instructed her to use baby oil to create a “glistening” effect. In one instance at a hotel, she was asked to step into a kiddie pool filled with baby oil.

She testified that Diddy expected her to take part in freak-offs even during her menstrual cycle, despite her objections.

Cassie also said she was urinated on during these sessions, something she never consented to. She described it as “disgusting” and overwhelming, explaining that on one occasion, she choked due to having urine in her mouth. She was clear that she never wanted this to happen and said it occurred “often enough.”

When asked why she didn’t say no to being urinated on, Cassie replied, “It was obvious I didn’t want to be on the ground being urinated on by two men.”

She also mentioned that, at least early on, they used Craigslist to find sex workers for these events.

Throughout her testimony regarding the urination, Diddy reportedly kept his eyes on the jury, while his family members appeared unaffected in court.

Cassie admitted she had to use heavy drugs like Special K, GHB, mushrooms, cocaine, ecstasy, and Molly for every freak-off to emotionally disconnect and endure the experience. She said Diddy also used drugs during these events, and sometimes so did the male escorts.

She emphasized how much she hated the freak-offs and said the drugs helped her numb herself. Even when she vomited from the ecstasy or Molly, Diddy encouraged her to continue.

Cassie detailed the physical toll: feeling nauseous, intoxicated from GHB, heart racing from cocaine, and hallucinations from mushrooms, such as walls appearing to move.

When asked what happened after the escort ejaculated on her, she said she was expected to rub the semen on Diddy’s nipples or genitals. She testified that she had absolutely no desire to do this.